REALIZE

without any bad feeling anymore

without any prejudice

i walk once more

trying to face a new day

of course, with full of hopes

put my hopes on you

i think too much on you

too much i hope you become better

and

i think, i'm enough for you

but

Fight for you, i realized it useless

you never think enough

never.....

you texted me with high imagination

intrepreted by me as hopes of facts

once again,

you made me flying high

which i could created rainbow in my world

but

it was just shadow

which could erase by rain, easily...

i am a tree

you are rain

i could stayed in one soil permanently

but, you're still finding another soil to be rained

i already woke up

you are not the best for me

i deserved better

of course much better

the only one i should do

keep my eyes open

open the ears

walk my logic

for the new hopes

for new future

back to the best of me

with you only erase things the best in me

my aim is not thingking of you being better

i lost my aim with you

im not so me when with you

i became someone else that i don't know, who is she...

became something that i hate...

now i have to apologize....

to everyone i made them fell tears

i'm ready for walk in new path and back in my best path.

yes, i'm ready for now ..

Bissmillah , i wish i could :) aminn ya allah .. 

- cp ngerumpi -